Hello. DP has been awful all day today. He started by complaining where was i "all day" because when he woke up i didnt answer his messages . I was asleep and i replied later. he was upset over that because it shows that i dont care and i dont want to be with him. He mentioned about being stressed from work etc and that "nothing in his life offering a safe place" meaning that being around me is stressing him. I offered to leave and leave him to relax but he insisted that i have to stay. Then i had an evening from hell. He thinks thats its ok to treat me like i am garbage. He made me play video games with him so he "can relax" only to constantly inslult me. I politely told him that i will just sit and watch him but that wasnt good either. During the evening he told me to f off few times, to go f myself, made me apologize for things i didnt do again and again until i get the apology right . He also asked sorry few times during all the nonsense only to go back to his ways few minutes later. The last time he got aggressive and told me to go f myself i said ok i will go f myself and left. I understand he is stressed but thats not a way to behave right? I can understand to get frustrated and say one or two things but this was going on for hours. I have turned my phone off and silenced the landline and
i dont know what to do next