Name changed.
So I've been on and off with someone a while. Can't go into too many details in case it's too outing.
I love the man, I really do. And I know he loves me too. But sex is a huge issue- for me anyway. I just don't want it. I've literally lost all interest in sex. I feel terrible admitting that. I can't tell him. How would I?! I'm supposed to be getting contraception sorted this week and I don't want to. I don't see the point, I literally just don't want sex. It's not that I'm not attracted to him, I am. I love kissing and cuddling up, spending time with him. I've felt like this for a while, hoped it'd get better... but it just hasn't. I change the subject if he starts talking about it, I just can't even talk about it.
What the hell do i do? Sex is a normal part of a healthy relationship, I feel like I'm depriving him. I am so confused about how I'm feeling- or rather, how I'm not feeling.