I don't have really any family. Yes my mum and my sister who have never really got me and there's always been issues. I have a lovely dh and kids but no friends. I feel so bloody lonely all of a sudden, I can't focus and keep trying to fill the void with odd jobs but this happens all the time the loneliness, the not wanting to be in the dark cause I then think. Feel so silly but really at 30 should I not be better at this?