So. I met ex partner unexpectedly and it was a long distance relationship for a year. I loved him. There was always the complication if me moving to be with him which would move my son away from his dad. Exp has a daughter.
We spent a year together and had a 'family' holiday together.
We both wanted another child. So I became pregnant. Ectopic and very soon after the relationship started to fall apart. I suffered the emotional loss, he was at a distance and clearly didn't. I went on holiday with a friend and whilst there he posted pictures of himself with a woman on facebook.
He told me he loved me even then
He then told me they were daring. She has now moved across the other side of the country and is living with him.
A year on although I'm living my life for some reason tonight I had a cry about it all. Especially 're the lost baby.
Unbenown to me this ex cheated on his wife with me. I then got a message from the new woman saying she has never wanted children and does not understand how I'd feel any grief over a 'failed' pregnancy and also that she 'doesn't give a shit. '
So. They are living happily ever after now. I'm still getting over it. It's like a stab in the heart. Any thoughts?