I thought I'd feel some closure in the fact id taken the control and filed for divorce but all i feel is immense sadness. I can't stop crying, the reality that my marriage is over has really hit me.
I think apart of me thought it would shock him but if anything he seemed relieved.
I know marriages end all the time but I wasn't expecting this. I feel like such a failure. I know all the things to do to snap out of this funk but it's not working this time. I'm seeing a therapist tomorrow. Has therapy helped anyone?
I don't even know why I'm sad he cheated on me and blames me for everything.