I just typed out a huge paragraph essay about how my DP's been acting lately and thought do you know what? None of this actually fucking matters. I can't deal with anymore petty crap, but I have nowhere to go or at least nowhere I want to go.
On my own I'd be poor, on benefits and probably just as depressed. We have 2 dogs as well so I can't imagine I'd find anywhere else to rent. At my dads I'd be 'welcome' but wouldn't be really. I have only recently got back in touch with my mum and don't know how things will go from there so I can't really risk that especially with DS. I just don't think I'd be happier anywhere else unless I win the lottery which I'm assuming isn't going to happen.
I am starting uni this year which gives me options in the future I guess but I just feel like shit at the moment. I'd like to stay where I am but DP wouldn't leave and I'm not sure I could make him? 