9 years, two kids. He is the most negative, dramatic person I know. Everything is a drama. Everything makes him blow his top. Everyone has to think the same way as him and do as he says. He wants to leave but won't fucking go. I have to pander to him in order to avoid a scene. We don't actually argue as much as we probably should because I keep quiet so often, and its backfired because he thinks he's justified in his opinions because he doesn't get challenged. I'm seriously starting to hate him. I don't want him near me, but he's all I've ever known and I just can't figure out the logistics of being a single working studying mum of two. I'm also fairly certain he will make life incredibly difficult if I try to leave. He's already refused to leave the house. I'm ranting here to stop myself from doing something stupid.
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