Just looking for some online sympathy from anyone. had an awful day today, was supposed to be a family day but turned out to be a fiasco with a small accident blown out of proportion and now I just feel like I can't do this anymore. I'm just tired of barely managing to keep everything afloat. the background is that DH and I've been together for a long time, have one young DC, we both work manic hours, rarely see each other, low pay so not much money to do anything other than pay bills. No family/friends support around so not easy to find any child free time. Our relationship seems to have slowly come to a dead end where it's causing more stress than joy. And today really feels like the final straw, I just want to walk out. I'm not going to actually because it would hurt DC so much and I don't want that but I know we can't go on like this anymore. I just want things to change. I want joy and laughter every now and then. I want someone who actually wants to spend time with me.
I don't know why I'm posting here but if anyone could offer some sympathy, I'd really appreciate it so much. Thanks x