Hi can i get a post.
So im sat here sobbing in my kitchen just like i was the week before and the week before that and so on for about 6 months.
My partner literally doesnt give a shit about no one but himself. Ive literally just realised! He leaves me to do everything (even diy) why he swans in n out so called pricing jobs but comes back in a inebriated state. I never used to mind because i was with the baby and my 8 year old. But it everyday. He cant cope with the baby (2yearold) i never ever get a break. I average 4 hours sleep a night.
Its the crappy attitude he has with me that puts the cherry on top.
We've had numerous chats and tears when kids asleep but nothing changes for more than2/3 days.
My garden has piled with his work junk and i fell 2 week ago over it and injured myself that bad ive had surgery 4 days ago. Hes never asked how its feeling or if im ok! Even though it could of been one of kids! Stil not cleared it either. He was meant to take me the hospital for the surgery at 7:30am but he shouted and swore.
I got a taxi instead
Wednesday his dad phoned and said his dogs ill and needs vet (should of been took weeks ago) he set alarms and was up and out the door for 7am to pick the dog up n sort it.
Its hit home how low on the pile i am and i feel broken.
Im right here? This is over for sure.