There's a man who quite often is on the same train to work in the morning. I could be wrong but this morning he seemed to be slowing down a little as he walked ahead of me, and half-looking back from time to time. I assumed he was looking at someone else so looked around me, but there wasn't anyone. It made me wonder if maybe he was slowing down for me - though that's unlikely as I'm older than him and not exactly looking my best.
After being in a long relationship with a narcissistic arse I'm not looking for anyone, but it's made me realise what lasting effect my relationship has on me, well over a year on.
I'll only be getting that train for another week, so my ridiculous musings will come to an end!
I guess what I'm asking is - can you learn to trust people again, and how? I've learned to trust myself, but other people is a bit more tricky...