Please please don't judge me, Because I need to get this out and some opinions.
I fell pregnant with my fiancè of 2 years and knew instantly that I had to terminate the pregnancy. Our relationship had been rocky to say the least. We have a son together and he has a child from a previous relationship... obviously this was an absolutely awful decision to make, but I guess in a way it was the right thing for the kids in the long run. I suffered with hyperemesis in pregnancy and already started getting bad (that's how I found out this time)
My partner promised to support me and be there for me. Afterall this was being prevented with birth control and was no way the plan...
I won't go into all the detail, but basically he started getting colder and colder with me. To the point I was left to pass the pregnancy alone and scared. He refused to be there for me and chose to go to work instead, stating it was more important.
Now I am so upset, I want to leave the relationship but I don't know how! He won't let me grieve, he won't let me rest, he just tells me it's nothing and he doesn't care. He stayed out late the day I went through it all on my own. And the day after too. He verbally abuses me to the point I start believing I've done something wrong!! I'm not wrong am I?
Sorry this doesn't make much sense, I'm really upset and gobsmacked at the lack of support. I have no job and no friends or family here. Truly isolated! How would I go about leaving such an awful person with kids involved?