Someone help please.

[Sammymickyvicky]

How stupid could I of been. My husband left me the other week and 2 days ago I let him stay for dinner and one thing lead to another and we had sex.

His now telling me he hasn't wanted to be with me for months his tried getting through our problems on his own i knew nothing till he left.

I feel so stupid and feel like I'll never trust anyone again. I've tried my contact but I give in and contact him. I miss him so much it's 12 years of my life gone just like that. He says we have lived in each other pockets and he can't be with me no more.

I'm at a loss. I just wanna move on but how do I.

I'm so sorry for you OP, it must be so hard for you right now.
Don't think that the last 12 years have been wasted or don't mean anything, though. You must have had some really good times and made wonderful memories which has made you the person you are today.
As much as it doesn't seem like it now, everything in life has a purpose.
Don't be so hard on yourself for sleeping with him, too. If anything, he should have known better for not taking advantage of the situation or of you. You deserve better than that.
I don't really have advice for you.
But you will get through this, you will be happy again ❤

But I feel like I won't. I feel like I'll never meet anyone again. How can someone just move on so easy.