Wrote a post last night and nobody answered. I'm hoping someone will today.
I'm a lonely single mum. Facing a life time of it unless I can change things.
Any advise or just to chat would be really appreciated.
The only thing I look forward to is a bottle of wine on a Saturday night. My dc's have their clubs etc but I do absolutely nothing. It's kinda like groundhog day! I'm exhausted by it! I tap into Facebook and everyone is out with friends enjoying themselves.
I don't have any friends (well one I see once every 3 months) just the people I work with, who seem to have fulfilling lives and friends.
Not a close family.
I absolutely hate where I live.
My dc's dad has no input.
I know I can't change the above.
I need to lose weight (around 2 stone)
I look in the mirror and dont like me. How can I change me? I don't want to be lonely anymore. I sometimes do no want to get out of bed. It's not depression it's being completely bored and lonely.
I'm sorry to sound so negative. I'm really not. Or try not to be. I just can't seem to get a life. I don't want to waste it. I want to fulfil it but how?