Been with dh 15 years married 5. We have 5children. He has lied about things, some small and some bigger things, in the past. We have split up twice before. Things still aren't great but just ok, day to day we are getting on OK. But he is still keeping things from me, money things, and other things, not huge things, but things that because he has previously lied a lot, they all amount into bigger things, iykswim!! Daily I am feeling anxious about whether or not I did the right thing taking him back, but I do really love him, but no matter how hard I try I know il never trust him. If there's no trust there's nothing right?? Irrelevant if I love him. Can you really live with someone you don't trust?? Please give your experiences /opinions, I am genuinely torn, and my children will be devastated if we split up again, they really have been through a lot. But is it better to end it all once and for all and move on??