I think I'm going crazy, I've been with the father of my children for seventeen years, I have two children aged 9 and 14, I work as administrator in a hospital, I'm 34yrs old. I cook, clean, do the homework with the kids take the youngest to ballet, my son son to football, I take pride in my appearance and attend the gym. I do love doing all these things because my family means everything to me.
But my problem is at home with him, he says I thick, scatty if I forget things like putting mince in the freezer because I decided to cook something else and left it in the fridge. He says Im thick, scatty, pathetic, always trying compete with him. I don't know how to act as woman almost every other day. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells I just never feel good enough, he finds fault in everything I do. He never listens to me, always cuts me up in conversations and arguments until I even forget what point I was trying to make. I'm starting to second guess my own opinions and mind. I just never feel good enough,
Intcouse is hard because, he says I should get a breast lift because mine are saggy.
I've left him in the past because of this behaviour and always he crystal to my family and me. That he wants his family back.he buys the kids and me expensive gifts and and is the perfect father and partner again. Then rinse and repeat. I'm i the one who's crazy am I being a drama queen. Should I never have an opinion and be greaftull that he provides.