Is this normal

[nicebiscuit25]

I'm happy in my relationship love him to bits but I keep thinking of other men I see woundering what there like as a boyfriend. weather this is the one he feels like the one so badly everything is perfect with us. I just worry weather we will be together in 10 years time I'm a big worrier he's currently away for the weekend and I'm bored in the bath missing my single days of texting guys but I'm also missing him wanting him home so I can cuddle him

Sounds to me like you're not naturally monogamous. Which is fine, but you need to be upfront with your partner and work out if the two of you can open your relationship.

OR maybe you're just not ready to commit to a dull steady LTR and you're panicking thinking is this it, are you never going to have the fun of dating again? You're only 23. You're allowed to sow your wild oats :)

I've worked it out Its like I'm at some cross roads and I want to go forwards and spend the rest of my life with him but part of me is saying hold on think this through