Hi,
I'm sorry i need to rent but mostly advice so
my boyfriend and I are always arguing, he clearly doesn't love me anymore, i can't remember the time we went out on a date, he never cheered me up during my pregnancy when i was feeling down it was my fault because i was 'too hormonal/emotional', he's selfish, he's always avoiding/ignoring me, he gets mad over everything i say, sometimes i'm scared of him(he would never physically hurt me though). Our relationship is failing pretty hard. It's a shame because we have a 4-month baby.
Baby has his last name and he's in the birth certificate as the father, we aren't married.
I came from a different country so all my family is there and I just simply can't afford to stay here with the baby because who's going to take care of him when i go out to work. Baby's just too young.
I have no idea what to do, I can't just take his baby away from him but I can't stay either. He wouln't let me go though. I don't want to stay. And i don't want to be in this disfunctional relationship anymore. I still love him though :( how can i love him when he's acting like this towards me? How do i leave him? Where do i go? What to do?
Please no negative comments or telling me off, i'm feeling down enough.