Name changed to post this. Going to try to keep this brief, no idea what to make of it and hoping for some opinions/insights.
Been divorced for 2 years, dating again for 8 months. Dated a few people, but nothing has stuck.
Last week I went on the best first date ever. Because of childcare and other things we both already had planned, we had been talking online for about 3 weeks before we were able to meet. We had a lot of fun together, talked loads and easily, and there was definitely that looking into your eyes spark. But at the end of the date we kissed and I completely freaked out. My brain was flooded with terrifying thoughts of him stalking me, attacking me - really unpleasant stuff.
What on earth is all that about?!!?