Hi ladies - first time pregnancy, 15 weeks along eeeek exciting. Been reading some of your threads which are really comforting but would like to share specific scenario...my husband and I have been together 10 years, very healthy sex life, he's never given me any indication he planned to cheat and has never seemed remotely capable of that...we would both comment on an attractive woman, watch the odd bit of porn together now and then when in the mood :)
This is why I don't understand why I'm so paranoid now...I've seen on internet history he has watched porn alone a few times over the years, nothing excessive and nothing to really bother me. But since I've become pregnant, we're only having sex maybe once per week lately and I've seen he has been viewing porn after he leaves for work (he drives a lorry so the thought of him doing this in his car is bothering me...WHY?!)
His cousin and friend are also neandrathals and while scrolling through his photo gallery recently looking at photos he took of a recent holiday, I saw loads of short pornographic videos his male cousin has been sending him on Whatsapp...that creeps me out a bit. I suppose my body is changing and I've always been fit and happy in my skin, confident he was attracted to me. Now I'm feeling a bit more like he's looking at me like a mumsy figure...and this porn thing is really fuelling that he doesn't see me as a 'sex-symbol' if you will anymore. Please tell me this paranoia passes! Should I bring up to him that his cousin's videos creep me out? I don't want to be the type to check his message but my stomach has been in knots with the possibilities....