Is this about sex ... or what? (a bit of a rambly one)

[commanderchaos]

This does sound silly. Sitting in a caff with a very young, VERY loved up couple sitting next to me; young girl just OOOZing sex and the boy with his tongue out and eyes popping (not literally). And it has made me really weepy. I am so in love with DH and we have a little DS (17 months), so it's not jealousy. But something to do with how I feel about sex, maybe. I love it with DH but sometimes, when i know it might be on the cards feel a bit, well, reluctant. i think it might be because i feel a bit heavy still, after the baby, and feel kind of detached from my body in a way that i wasn't when i was pg.
Or maybe it was the breastfeeding woman on the otherside of me and the broody bits of me all coming out.
Or maybe just the really strong coffee.
What do you think?

Or tiredness? Or a million other things

Could it by chance be a yearning for youthful romance and the freedom to be a coupley couple rather than sex perhaps?

I'm also still carrying baby weight/breastfeeding weight and my DH would rather read the paper (hmmm flattering). So I can relate to what you are saying.

Chin up, at least you can get off on the caffeine my LO turns into the kid from the Exorcist if I go near the stuff