I feel like I need a good shake and told to get a grip and my mums away!
Me and my boyfriend have had some issues (I've posted about these) so we aren't together as such at the moment, my choice.
We both agree to not seeing anyone else and he's seeing our daughter regularly, and basically doing whatever I ask.
I'm feeling crazy and insecure though. He's in a band (not famous or anything, just a hobby) and often has girls liking and commenting on his photos on social media, it never usually bothers me at all! But I feel I'm obsessed at the moment, his band mate put photos on Instagram from a gig last night and loads of girls commented, I was looking on their accounts, something I'd never do. One girl had a photo with my bf, she'd only put something like met......from..... but I feel really crappy about it!
He's called to see dd tonight and was dressed up to go out and I feel angry about it. He wanted to stay in with me and I said no. So I know I've no right to be mad or expect him to sit home alone or anything.
It's really not like me and I know it's probably just because we aren't in the best place right now. I'm not feeling too well and dd was really unsettled last night, so I've not slept. Im home alone and he's out having fun.
I can't help but think wtf am I doing. I'm encouraging him to go out and have fun without us! And crazily, I think he should be able to read my mind and just not go out!