I'm sitting crying in Tesco car park waiting on the red eyes to go away before I can go in. DH and I seemed to have agreed to separate this morning and I'm so scared for the kids.
Been together 16 years, married 8 DS 7 and DD 5. Things haven't been great to be honest. He's bad tempered, grumpy and pretty lazy. But I just kept on because I could hurt my DC by breaking up. But then they are hurting when they hear us argue.
It came out of the blue this morning we didn't have a big row, he just said he wasn't going to spend the next year fighting, then said it would be best it we separated.
I'm so scared for the kids, I just don't want anything to hurt them. Sorry I'm just spilling out what's in my head but I've no one else to speak to right now and need some reassurance.