Ok, so it's Christmas which probably is not helping but this has been going on for a while now and I am just not sure how to deal with it..
My mum's behaviour recently has baffled me.
She sniggers at some of the things I say in quite a mean/bullyish type way. I (and other members of the family) feel often like she is judging me. She sometimes gives me compliments but they sound so fake and, if I trust my feelings, I really don't think they are truthful or honest.
I really want to be close to my mum but she is making it so hard!
She makes so many flippant comments towards me however she is not very directly rude to me so it makes me question whether I am just being over sensitive or not.
She is so difficult to be around and I just feel so on edge when I am in her company its so strange as I really don't want it to be like this,
As she is not often directly rude to me I am not sure how to deal with the bad vibes / comments she makes towards me.... do I just have to accept that maybe she just doesn't like me. I try so hard to be a good daughter but sometimes it feels like I am just not good enough or worthy of her.