Grew up in a pretty unhappy household with an extremely passive aggressive mum and an overtly aggressive dad.
They had an argument today and mum phoned up. Ever since i was little I've known how bad dad is because i felt like i had to make her feel better.
It's only the past few years I've seen how very wrong that us.
In fact i was actually able to finally tell her this summer that I'm not the right person to talk to about this stuff. Go me
Anyway amongst the general shit today she told me that he said he's sick of all the females in his life.
Guess who is the only other one apart from her?
Taken me several hours of hurt, anger and upset to see she's bloody played me again.
She knows that i won't back down if he's being shitty so she's trying to get me on side and wound up before going there for Christmas.
Tbh I'm sick to death of both of them. Both extremely racist and homophobic and proud of it. Dad's a raging misogynist who only thinks about money and mum has channelled all her impotent anger from an abusive marriage onto anyone the mail tells her to hate.
But i love them.
I've been bloody played again! How do i get through this Christmas! ?
Aaaahhhhh