I could do with people being as unjudgmental as possible with this one.
My ex and i have been in contact since we broke up 9 yrs ago. neither of us wanted to let the other go, but it was only messages, and mostly on a 'friends' level (though we had admitted to having feelings for each other once or twice). he had his second child recently and since then hasn't messaged me at all, and has actually blocked me on fb. i get that he wants to move on, and suspect he probably never did have feelings for me :(
im just struggling to come to terms with the lack of contact and am grieving the relationship 9 years later as i never had closure until now.
it's highlighted problems in my current relationship and i worry if im actually in love with my partner :(