DH and I separated about a year ago. He had run up huge debts through business and was drinking so much because of the stress and it was all awful.
From the start he has wanted to repair things but I insisted the debts were got under control and he stopped denying and running away from them. I could not look at relationship til that was done and still not done. He did keep hoping but then gave up,
Has moved in with someone else (to her house as he has nothing) and just told me is going to Dubai for New Year. She clearly has money so the debts don't bother her.
I knew the relationship was over but I feel so insanely jealous. I am lying in bed sobbing. I have nothing, my parents have to pay my rent as I have so much debt and he gets to live in lovely house happily with his new lady and life is good for him.
It's not I don't want him to be happy,
It just makes me so upset he can just walk away and start again and has fallen on his feet. Jealousy is horrible but that's just what I am....