I have had bad experiences previously.
One ex ended it by simply not speaking again after knowing him years.
Another guy (last guy) treated me awful,after sex dumped me.
I've met someone.
We have been out on 3 dates...haven't slept together yet.
I do like him but the doubts start creeping in(they do with every guy,even those I eventually love)
It's like I find faults with everyone.
The guy in dating texts all the time and is funny etc..and believe it or not hasn't been like any other guy asking for pics and has said nothing rude..which makes a change.
After the guy previous I felt like a used prostitute and it's been 18 months and this guy is the first one I've been out with.
He invited me to his mums for tea but I just said ha ha and pretending I thought he was joking (unless he was)
We are going bowling tomorrow ..I don't know whats wrong with me? Why I talk myself out of things.
We have kissed and he has said he is shy and was worried if he tried kissing me more I would say no.
I don't want to rush into sex ..I've been there before and it left me feeling cheap and dirty.
Do I end it with this guy just incase it ends up me being used like the previous guys before?
The last two men before,I was pretty much treat like a prostitue (I was mad about them so I allowed it)
One guy would see me once a week and we would drive in his car then have Sex in his car or bonnet etc.
The other guy used me too.
Then I meet this guy who actually wants to "date" me and seems genuine.
Yet I'm panicking