Long story short, I've been single for a little over two years, had a good few dates from OLD, tries meet up groups, nothing has come of it. Could either be cos I haven't met anyone I have clicked with or just don't want a relationship.
What I do need, though, is sex. I have quite a high sex drive and 3 times a year just isn't cutting it! However, I'm also not in a position where I couldm or want to, bring a random guy back home when I go out.
So, out of a couple of the guys I went on dates with, I know I could have some sort of casual sex relationship with, they have inferred as much. Which would be fine. However, I have a funny feeling that even if I wasn't interested in dating them and it was just for sex, if they went out on other dates, I'd get jealous. So I feel a bit stuck....
I'd be up for a **buddy but my personality tells me I'd end up feeling irrationally jealous and begin to feel shit about myself. On the other hand, having slept with a guy in July who I was seeing, made me realise that actually I could have sex with him, then not really want him around, so maybe I could do it....
My heads all over the place. Anyone got any experience of this?!