Since beginning of September, life as we knew it pre-summer holiday is gone. It started with DS' A level results, which crested all sorts of stress and conflict at home. Then DH started a new job, with completely different working patterns (we only found out the extent of it as he started), which means that we haven't had a day off together for over a month now. Our evening routine as family has also been turned completely upside down. To top it all up (and this should be the least of my worries), it feels like DH has gone back to his chitchat with his f*ing ex wife. Now, to top it all up, I opened a parcel today (the name was covered so I thought it was my earrings) and he's ordered himself steroids?! WTF??? He used to play sport professionally and is into his fitness, but I've never seen him take anything. Honestly, never mind the actual individual issues but do you know when you just need for the world to stop spinning for a moment?