Had my lass, who is almost 19 when I was 16 so not really a mummy anymore. Just a lass, who is so lost throwing life whatever is left of being so empty away. My mother and farther abused, neglect, abandon me, had my lass at 16, tried best to manage for years, to discover she is on asperg/autistic scale, ive got adhd. We have no relationship. Its pants. Might as well be strangers. I moved to a certain area for her well being only she got bullied at school because she says inappropriate things. She doesn't mean to. She is quite innocent but full of hatred now and its all at me. Also moved close to be near any kind of family because I have never had anyone, nobody for chriXX sakes, and all they do is judge and decide its all my fault. Feel so bad but I really am ready to leave, my everything. Got a way to move to the coast. Want to leave my ungrateful, rude, moody, nasty daughter now. 7 Years I have took her constant negative attitude. Took it off everyone. Just want to leave and start a fresh.