have name changed for this.
Have recently coming out of a LTR, and for the first time in years have decided to think about me. I am seeing a personal trainer 3 times a week at a gym which only runs personal training.
I cannot help but fancy my trainer, who has been nothing but kind and patient with me. I know it's a cliche but I really feel that he genuinely does hold my gaze longer than would be normal and seems to smile at me more than the other trainers doing with their clients. I have not told him I am single but he did ask who I was going on holiday with - my sister. There have been a couple of probably chance coincidences - our fathers are suffering from the same long term illness, we got the same results on a personality questionnaire, if I mention something like that that I much prefer being busy, he says he does too and tells me about all the things he is involved in. I am sure this must be obvious to everyone else so I have tried to be serious during some seasons but when i do this he has commented that im not my usual positive self.
I don't actually think that he is a notch on the bed post kind of guy, particularly as he has had a career change and this is his first job as a trainer.
I am ten years older than him!! Please help me as I know how stupid this sounds and I have spent the whole weekend mooching around trying to convince myself that he fancies me!