I've left...day 1 on my own... Feel all kinds of everything

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I have posted before on different usernames. Was advised to leave And I finally did yesterday.

Now.. I'm sat, not at home, kind of homeless, alone, not really told many people as I don't want to keep rehashing everything, feeling all kinds of I don't know what. Don't even know the point of me posting really

Well done for leaving. What's your plan now?

My only plan at the moment is to find somewhere to live really

Well done on taking a big step. Do you have any RL support?

A little, bit I have problems expressing myself as I don't like to air my problems so I never talk about them

Where are you staying at the moment, OP? What did you leave behind? Are you still in the same town?

Just keep talking op

I'm in a hotel.. Different town

Stay strong and stay busy. Get a good book for middle of the night wobbles.

I don't know if I've read any of your previous threads because you've changed your user name but I am guessing you were advised to leave for good reason so well done you. Stay strong and keep going. Things will get better.

Well done for finding the courage to leave.
Write a list of the reasons you left, and look at it if you feel yourself wobbling.
Having it there in black and white is helpful as you can't minimise the stuff that went on or look back with rose tinted glasses.
If people ask why you split then tell them as much as you are comfortable with. A simple "it wasn't working out for me" will do if you don't want to rehash.
Good luck with finding somewhere to live. Keeping busy is a good idea. Any split is painful, no matter how good your reasons are for leaving. It will get better, just got to take it day by day.

Thanks for all your replies... Have found a place and moved... So that is something... Will find things to keep me busy now

Well that's positive then. Did you get lots of good responses to your other posts? Because you know all those lovely people exist in the real world and some great supportive people may already be in your life if you let them in little bit.

Well done on finding somewhere. It might keep you busy for a while sorting out your new place.

Well done on finding the courage to leave. I admire how brave you are as im in a relationship that I need to leave. Just haven't plucked up the courage like you yet. Enjoy your new found freedom xx

How are you getting on?

Some days are good. Others not so much. The loneliness is awful... And I start wondering what's the point in having happiness if you have noone to share it with.. Grrrrr