The thing is we've been separated now for about 9 years. We have an amicable relationship but lately because I've spent a little time with him (children related - we have two children together) I've started to feel I miss him. I miss our conversations. I've tried having relationships with other people but they only seem interested in my looks and think I'm 'weird' (I have AS and so does he)
I feel as though the two of us do fit but he has had another girlfriend now, although it's on/off for the last 2 years. She's a nice person so I suppose I feel I shouldn't interfere there. But at the same time I don't get the impression he's mad about her.
I'm not really sure what to do with these strange emotions. Has anyone else ever felt this way? Is it possible it's just a phase? I don't necessarily think I should say anything to him but I can't understand why I suddenly want him back after so long?