My partner who i have two little children with (one a two month old) has gone out and not came back. He told me he was going out and we fell out because he always tells me these things two secs before he does them. I don't understand that as leaves me alone as no time to.organise anything with my pals as more restricted as I have to stay home with children in bed. He has cheated on me before. I took him back because I think it destroyed me and in.a way thinking it only thing to help me. He calls me horrible names and shouts at.me
. He tells me many times he hates me and today that he thinks about leaving me. The problem is he'll come back. He'll blame me and expect me to grovel and things to go.bk to way was. He's done what he wanted after all. I don't want to have become that life. How do I get out it with two kids. He'll do anything to keep them and so I'm scared. They are who I live for. He makes me feel ashamed of my life and an utter failure.