I can't even believe I'm writing this. Married for 20 months, have a 12 month old and really hating my life at the moment. I'm up in bed now as I just can't stand the sight of my husband today, all we do is bicker. I just want to fuck off away from it all - I feel like I do everything - cook 3 meals a day 7 days a week, look after the money, bills, buying clothes, I feel like my husband just sits there and waits for me to push and nag and do things for him - example at the moment he wants to go do a course - I found the course and did the research and he was supposed to apply for it - deadline has already passed and there he is just floating around the house putting up stupid cctv that we have ZERO need for but he wants it.
I know it's an awful thing to say and to even admit to myself but I'm disappointed in who Iv chosen as a partner and I'm prob to blame as the I'm the one doing all the things for him