Back in June I posted about how my boyfriend just suddenly stopped speaking to me on my birthday. No reason given, he just never spoke to me again after telling me how in love he was a matter of days before. No warning signs, nothing. He had taken me to meet his mum and acted like I was the best thing since sliced bread.
Anyway, I'm over the initial upset but I still find myself thinking about it ALL the time. People said he couldn't have been in love with me so quickly (he said it after a week) and we were seeing eachother for just two months in total, but I was genuinely in love with him. I honestly wanted to spend my life with him.
Now I just can't stop thinking about how much he hurt me, and how I can't have ever known the real him. It's really affected me because I feel like I can't trust anyone now, I believed he was the most trustworthy person I'd dated so far and he turned out to be the least.
I've been talking to guys on tinder, I met him on tinder too but I just don't feel like I get a connection with any of them compared to what it was like with him. None of it could have been real could it? Or he wouldn't have fucked off.
I don't really know why I'm posting this but I just can't seem to get my head around what happened. In the past I've been really upset over breakups but I've got over it reasonably quick, this time I feel like it's really messed with my head because I was never given a reason, I wasn't even told it was over, he just disappeared.
Has anyone else been really screwed over by being ghosted?