So it's been 7 months now. I've honestly tried so hard to keep it casual because my marriage only ended lateish last year. But we see each other at least 3 times a week, 2 of which are sleepovers. Lovely dinners, presents, snuggling up and snogging, very intimate (I tried so hard to make it only sex!!)
This last weekend he was away with friends and he told me that he was missing me too much (has never said "I miss you" before! I didn't know what to say). He cut his long weekend short to come back to see me for a few hours. He had to go home and now we're texting nonsense to each other because we're basically missing each other I suppose. We're going away together next month, just for a few nights, and I am ridiculously excited about it.
I feel like a stupid teenager. It snuck up on me. It was just meant to be sex ffs!!
I have little children and he has none, and I don't know if I can manage any more (he's not sure if he wants his own). He is lovely, high earning professional, social, a real catch and I just think.... God, how is this going to work out? He hasn't met my DC... I just feel so stigmatized and less-than, I'm a single mum and can't offer him anything simple or easy. I do think I'm a catch too - for example we earn similar amounts so it's not like I ask anything of him - but I just feel that he could find a much easier situation... not sure if that makes sense...
Do things like this really work out? Should I just leave it and let it develop as it will... I suppose I'm scared by how I feel and want to DO something, but probably there's nothing to do. I can't even imagine how I'd talk about this with him...
I feel very complicated! 
Someone give me a slap. Or tell me how not to worry about this! I've been feeling so in control and smug, that's evaporated now and I think I'm shitting myself basically... fuck.