I really need to offload. I'm living with my parents at the moment with my toddler. Ive never found it easy living at home but at the moment I have no choice. I find my family so impossible. My mum is like a ticking time bomb she goes off at the tiniest things. They are so disgusting in the way they live. They don't clean or tidy and live in such a tip. I used to do all the housework but I was fighting a losing battle especially as my teenage brother is so disrespectful literally he throws his litter on the floor even if there is a bin nearby. Even my Dad just chucks rubbish on the table and chucks clothes on the floor. So I have given up cleaning. I do the bare minimum that's it because I don't want to waste the precious time I have with my child.
Today I found matches on the bathroom floor. A full packet!! My mum left a sharp kitchen knife on the coffee table. My dad left a load of glass bottles on the floor. My brother constantly leaves sharp objects on the floor. My mum leaves her cups of tea within reach and tells me not to let him near them. I mean WTF what does she want me to do keep him on a leash. That's just the tip of the iceberg. Not to mention the wierd things my Mum says to him.I cant say anything because no one wants to hear it. My Dads response is "yeah later" my brother just shrugs and my mum goes off on one. I don't know what's wrong with them. On the surface they seem to care about my son a lot. But they just don't seem to want to change their lazy lifestyle. I don't earn enough to move in by myself.
I don't know why I posted this I don't really want advice just to get this of my chest. I just want the best for my son and this isn't it. I feel like I'm letting him down but I don't know how to fix it. Anyone been in a similar situation???