I don't see my life with dh, I'm sometimes in love with him then I just don't want anything to do with him, it's been like this a year. I thought I could get through it and be happy but I can't and I'm just waiting for something to go wrong. Last year he contacted a local prositute and I thought we could move on but I honestly can't see forever with him. I also don't feel connected with him and sometimes sex just feels awkward. Should I walk away?