Hi Mumsnet.
Turbulent times with my partner since Christmas. Been together two years. He has always been secretive with phone & iPad. Had this before with cheating exH so asked him to not hide them away. He kind of agreed. Have felt like he's distracted, disinterested & have had a general gut feeling that he's possibly conducting a couple of emotional affairs. Spidey senses driving me nuts. Struggling to have him touch me more recently. Lots of disagreements. Not a happy place to be for us both. Today I told him I don't think we should see each other til next week cos we're just not getting on. Since he drove off I feel so much lighter, more together. Recently feeling depressed & self esteem crap.
Could these feelings of hopelessness be down to the somewhat miserable relationship? We don't live together & when it's just me & dc I feel clear headed & happy. When he's there or even on the phone I frequently feel uncomfortable & lost.
Any thoughts or advice or experiences from fellow mumsnetters would be good.
Thank you