I love my dh and want to continue our marriage but he has hurt me, it's been well over a year now. He never cheated but looked at things that really made me loose trust and respect. I've been through every feeling possible and I really believe he understands now how hard it has been for me. He's really trying and has apologised time and time again. I feel like we are moving from 'the bad place' and becoming us again but then I get these horrible hurt and upset feelings and feel completely torn and unsure about everything. I guess I'm just asking how can I overcome everything and be happy again?