lime, how awful. Your worth more, and you need him about as much as you need a hole in the head love. You deserve much much more, deep down somewhere inside you know your worth much more. Don't let him continue to rob you of your value and self worth. Get angry, get strong, get even and LTB in your dust. You CAN do it, you can leave him. It will seem hard but you will be better without him, you really will.