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I feel Broken

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Angieyy1 · 19/02/2016 11:03

I need some advice ..... I'm six weeks in since the breakup and it's getting harder not easier ...

Iv lost over a stone I'm now 8st which isn't healthy or looks good .... I have no appetite at all and I'm forcing myself to eat which may just be toast then a sandwich and soup and even then I'm struggling .

Iv gone to the gym to help mentally which is the last thing I want to do as I'm thin enough yesterday I walked 4K ...after the gym.

I just feel completely broken and lost....and I know only I can fix that .

I just don't know what to eat anymore to get my strength up and I don't eat dairy.

I'm not sure if I'm having a breakdown or it's just grief as I keep getting this terrible feeling running through my body of fear it comes and goes all day

I'm still struggling with it been over as none of it makes sense to me and keep hoping he will change his mind this was it for me we are both nearly 40 and thought we would get married ....but for now I need to get myself ok

Can any one help with things that can make you put weight on and is good for you ... I don't want to cook either

Thanks

OP posts:
Angieyy1 · 20/02/2016 17:43

Today I have been to the gym with my son he's 13, I did something Iv never been able to do and that is jog... I did two mins of walking and 2 mins of jogging for a full 20 mins I am so proud of myself at 39 Iv only
Just been able to do this ...we then went on to the weights ....and went and had a Kentucky afterwards ... Just hits you on and off ..tends to be when I sit down to eat . I'd say today Iv tried to eat more again .... And had 2 complan drinks ..... I'm just going to try concentrate for the next month on eating, sleeping excercising and I'm going to try yoga this eve ... I'm going to watch some you tube videos .... I have to find some fight in me and I will not let any man get me to a point where I feel so low that I am depressed ... So Iv decided to concentrate on the above things ... ! It's my birthday at the end of next month and I do not want to feel like this so I'm 6 weeks in and Iv stopped feeling sorry for myself and now I'm putting up a fight to free myself from this pain ! Xx

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springydaffs · 21/02/2016 08:29

Wow, well done Angie! You're sounding in fine fettle Flowers

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