sorry need to rant

[jollyhollymum]

Can't say anything but RANT..
Have decided to put up and shut up tonight because of him and the kids. Feel worthless and tired.Did a mega long ranting post but deleted because of him and scared.
MN is great because I can't phone anyone now timewise but I can rant and maybe sleep. Hope it doesn't turn into an allnighter-hidden the car keys already and I just got tutted at for refusing a glass of red. We've got through loads already and had a nasty arguement but he knows I''m on IFKWIM on Monday and is being nice/desperate. WTF happened to my life?ot told it's my fault, tried to reason it through and it's not. I asked him to finish tidying her room with her and now he's siding with her because I'm unreasonable? Whatever,....

Weeeel, there you go. Night, night, he's watching his bloody DVD's again so I can escape and hit bed.Sigh.....If he 's asleep and I watch anything naughty, it's all go but he told me I'm frigid and if you get told something long enough you believe it. He always gropes me when we hug and it gets to me. I have told him and told but it doesb't get through. He needs to grow up and I need Sean Bean.