thats waful,remember,he cant force you to have sex.abusive men see it as another pwer thing.the night i split from my xp we'd got into an argument cos he'd started gooing on about some bloke i'd slept with when the two of us had been separated for a while(he was also seeing somebody else during this time).he was saying'did you enjoy it?was he better than me?'etc and i just turned round and said 'yes,of course i enjoyed it,or i wouldnt have done it,and anybody would be better than you'.i knew what i was going to get but i'd lost the will to live by that point and all the fear i'd felt for 4 years erupted into anger and i found the strength i'd been looking for.
your time will come...soon.one day you will wake up and know its the end of the line,and nothing he says or does will make any difference.