My ex dumped me in sept as he had depression and didn't feel he could cope with a relationship. Didn't see each other at all, the odd text her and there but mostly NC. Then he contacts me out of the blue before Xmas to say he feels so much better and wants to give us another try. We meet up a couple of times and everything goes ok. Then today he tells me again that he's not ready, that he had counselling last night and they really pressured him into thinking is he ready, is he strong enough, is he sure?
I feel heartbroken all over again and angry at myself for even contemplating letting him into my life again 