Basically, to cut a long story short (see thread!"Not sure if im being abused or manipulated... " if you want back story) i am in the process of planning to leave my dp.
He can seemingly sense that all is not well and has grown clingy, overly affectionate and will not stop trying to probe my head and wants continous conversations about us, or how im making him feel....
Ive got to straighten myself out before i can split up with him... So i have some time. And it's really hard!! I either have to force myself to be fake and affectionate and loving etc... Like everything is normal, or i go with my instinct and distance myself, mostly disinterested in him and what he has to say etc... But then i have to deal with all the shit mentioned above. I can't stand to have hourly conversations about how hard he is trying and how horrible im coming off, and how tense it all is.
Bleurgh.