The title is taken from a song which was one of three I sent to a woman whom I have loved from afar for some time. By way of background I am in my very early 40s but am a shy and very inexperienced man. I had one relationship ten years ago. When she went away she tore the heart out of my chest and broke it into a million pieces. I have spent the last decade picking those pieces up. I have suffered debilitating depression for which I am now having treatment. Anyway this woman is a coworker but she is from a different department. I love her with every fibre of my being and want nothing more than to be able to tell her what I feel. Even if she says "no way" or laughs at me, not that I think she is like that, at least I will find peace then. I think about her all the time and I desire her so much but I am very conflicted as I posted before as these feelings feel somehow wrong and disrespectful. I will see her shortly in a social setting albeit with many others present and I am afraid I will turn scarlet red like a tongue tied teenage boy in her presence. I am at best I tell.myself an average looking man and you would certainly not look at me twice if you passed me in the street. Anyway the idea of the CD I sent her was to make her feel better about some professional difficulties she had recently had. I feel.stupid yet unburdened writing this. I cannot think of a single reason any woman would want to be with me over anyone else and yet these feelings which I have felt and not acted on so many, many times before just will not go away. I am interested to hear what people think about this and I apologise if it sounds badly expressed or too fulsome.