My life sucks so much. How do you guys even handle a divorce?

[allofyou]

I'm not divorced.

I just have a mediocre GPA, being unemployed despite the fact that I graduated from one of the best universities in the country, chronic depression for 4 years and other health related problems, and recently got dumped by my ex who was always there for me.

No big deal right?

I am not gonna lie, everyday there are times when I looked myself into the mirror, I thought why dont I just kill myself now?

I don't want to be dramatic. I am just suffering really badly for so long.

How do you guys even handle divorce, losing your assets and your children?
I feel like such a loser. Professional help didn't really help.

Sorry to hear you are having such a difficult time. You mention professional help hasn't help. What have you tried?

Are you still living with your stbx?

What drugs are you taking for depression and have you engaged in any talking therapy such as CBT?

Are your other health related problems physical and what treatment/medication are you receiving for them?

How long have you been unemployed? Are you fit to work and are you applying for jobs, including temporary work of any kind that may be available locally in the run up to Christmas/New Year?