I have form in this area. Before the DC, I would develop crushes on men/boys and whip myself into a frenzy about them. I'd get a bit obsessive actually.
Anyway, massive libido dip during 2 pregnancies & young children has taken away almost all the desire (and energy) for that kind of nonsense... until now.
I have just found out current crush is married with 2 children. All looks lovely & rosy in their lives and they seem really happy & I'm gutted. Massively. I loved the IDEA of an affair.
What is wrong with me? I have a huge crush going on here even though I have an OK marriage and a happy life myself. Does anyone else do this? Am I going to ruin my marriage one day with this silliness? Why do I do this?